and where i could get one?

wreckers seems to be the main place these days you would get one.

ok guess you're right........

got a few more questions

where can i buy a new throwout bearing from?
this loom that i need to pull out of the car to make neutral snd reverse plugs or whatever where the hell do i pull it from?
if i have a manual ecu can i just swap the mechanical stuff, put in the clutch pedal and then plug the manual ecu in and away i go?
whats this electrical bizo that has to be done?